Its Resolution time!

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Its Resolution time!

My resolutions for 2013:

1.  As I am on liquids for more than three months now, ( I mean it L..have not used my teeth literally..and still continuing), my body seems to wither away to some extent. I have lost about 15 kgs. of weight and all old clothes are not fitting anymore. So I resolve to get few decent suits stitched in the first week itself ;) :P..long time I have not spent on myself ;):P

2. I resolve to get higher attention from the Almighty to get me out of all the soups which I created for myself ;) :P.... [-0< 

3. As I always ran away from hard work it eventually seems to have caught up with me at the age of 37..okay, well, anyway, when I am already caught ( the situation is such) I resolve to work hard and strong this time unlike previous times ( Do I have any choice?) :P

4. My wish list brings me three primary wishes..to read more books, to travel to new places and watch more movies..I am preparing a list of books I wanna read and the classics I wanna watchJ!..Travelling is of course on the cards  B-)

5. Do I love stability? Well, the Almighty wishes me the same so I wish the same for myself.

6. Love has always been my centre point of living and I hope to receive ample of it starting this year >:D<

7. Simplicity has always been my goal of life..although being simple is not simple #:-s ..Simple people are simple and thats the way it is..I will again try to break this myth by accepting all that comes in the way as the gifts of God and try to remain calm and composed in my thoughts..a genuine try!

8. Positivity is what we all need and I will try to look things from positive angles..\m/

9. I had always been a foodie..I hope to get a chance to come back on food again..how I miss eating all the junk food    ....yummy ;) ...  [-0<   

10. To Take life easy...to take death easy (who knows)...have a jolly attitude towards life in generalJ!

11. The mood is sombre because of the death of the brave heart Delhi girl who was gang raped brutally..I resolve to spread education in my capacity which can bring some change in the way we perceive others’ lives..May her soul rest in peace! May this never happen again with anyone.. Amen!

I just wish..

“I know God won’t give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish he didn’t trust me so much." - Mother Teresa 

How true the thought is! There are tough times in life and one cannot make a better statement .

Challenges have always inspired me, and I have always loved them, but at times..I got defeated. Completely defeated. So much so that I thought of quitting the game and starting another but was saved..unfortunately or fortunately..only time will tell.

Pain can be handled, but it becomes difficult when it continues for long and one does not know if it will ever end. That is when one starts succumbing..he sees hope as finished and he falls, falls for never getting up, falls defeated. Love or Hope of being loved is the only thing which stands between defeat and win..it is the only pulling factor because it gives you a goal, a resting place, and a reason to live. It is the only light at the end of the tunnel. It keeps you going..but if it fades, so does the strength in the legs.

I do not know how to rate one’s abilities. I sometimes feel that I am very able, and then there are times when I feel I cannot go on. When I think deep, I feel the ability does not change much, it is the confidence on the ability which shakes. The confidence reasons, it sees results, it goes logical, it is worldly, it is emotionless..the ability does not reason, it does not see results, it is not logical - it is inherent, it is natural, it is godly and it is part of emotion. Though, it is factored by physical and mental state to be executed into people’s sensory format.

What is Love: Hundreds of books can be written about it and even then it would remain outside the purview of words..and rightly so. It is beyond words. The simple reason for this is that Love is not worldly, it is godly, it is unlimited and Words talk in limitations by their origin and nature. If I attempt to put in limitations to Love I would probably say that: Love is a feeling of togetherness. Period. If I try to define the character of Love I would say that it has a scale, which means it is represented or felt in degrees..from negative to positive Infinity. Period. You cannot understand Love, you can just feel it. You cannot describe it, you can just show it.

It is only faith which can endure hard times, and it is only love which can produce faith. We can brood on times gone by and worry over the future to arrive..but I do not know if it will solve anything. I just know that I pull up myself every morning, I see a smiling You, and I say to God: “ I know you won’t give me anything I can’t handle.  I just wish you didn’t trust me so much.”

God has beautiful plans..!

When I see outside the window there is such a beautiful view of our India. The sun has just arrived and the birds have started chirping. Meadows, farms, small houses, huts all have become energetically alive with new rays from the sorcerer. The fog is running away leaving behind stunning pictorial images of a happy today.

..I had texted my friend about God’s beautiful plan of existence yesterday and I could feel it then and there while writing the same, He smiled at me when I wrote the same, a blissful energy hovered around and embraced... She is the only one except me who knows exactly about why I am on liquids, can help me get out of it and come back on food, but, seems that the God has other plans for my existence too J!...Whatever it is , I accept and agree to His plans. With a new morning I am mustering up the courage and praying to the Almighty to give me strength to continue living on liquids for long, atleast long enough to finish my duties...I do not fear death, I fear falling short of my reaching line, but...who knows what is in store for me?, He has his plans for each of us!...  It has certainly not been easy but by help of cosmos and believing in the law of balance I have managed to run in my daily routine in a proper usual way. Love is the biggest energy provider I understood, it bypasses all foods, all nutrients, all liquids, it keeps pushing one to go on as long as it is there ! as long as one has not finished what he set out for !... Living on only milk and sattu has its lessons which I would have never learnt otherwise. I am thankful to the God and the universe for helping me in this learning process.

The sun is playing hide and seek behind trees on the way and it is so nice to have such a beautiful morning. The ponds and smaller rivers are reflecting the light at their surface to utmost beauty. All over its peace and happiness, the quietness of naughtiness, the playful nature of nature...I am blessed to have a body which endures and smiles at the same time following my mind and heart, who ultimately follow beautiful plans of God !

I want another world..!

I want another world!

A world where love is more valuable than the gold

A world where a child is safe as well as the old,

A world where Happiness seems to be the End

A world where working hard to earn this is a trend...

The greeneries and the mountains welcome the man

The rivers and the forests are not afraid of his clan,

The earth awaits the stars to hear songs of eternal love

The moon with teary night silently watches from above...

The flowers bloom with the rising hope of the man

The sun shines strikingly at their sweat in the tan,

She brings him bread, cause’ he prefers it simple

He smiles from the farm, puts a little butter on her dimple...

They always eat together, they never sleep apart

Holding hands they stroll, talking through their heart,

They grow old together, they die the same way

“ We are One forever!”, the twinkles in their eyes say...

The ups and downs remain a part of their life

It is smooth enough but only after times with strife,

“Togetherness” is the key, they have fought it all

They stand by each other, no matter big or small...

He gifts her books and beautiful diamond earrings

Chocolates and cakes, smiling - coffee he brings,

She cooks for him and he so loves her hands

They sing old songs, and they dance on bands...

This world is so beautiful, they travel to see

The people are fair; the air smells so free,

The birds soar the skies, the animals embrace mother Earth

Love transcends the boundaries; each moment here is worth...

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A world where Happiness seems to be the End

This is my another world, O my dear friend...

A place where the reality is made out of our dreams

The music of blowing wind whispers: “This is God’s realms”...!

Living on liquids..

For "Us" !..

Good Reads..

..was able to read three books in the last month. All of them were beautifully expressed. Two were written by Amish – “The Immortals of Meluha”, and, ”The Secret of the Nagas”, respectively as Book 1 and 2 of the Shiva Trilogy. The third one which I read was authored by Dr. Brian Weiss – “ Many Lives, Many Masters”.

While I was reading Amish, I just wondered about his amazing ability of creating and connecting dots. The books were simply intriguing and wonderfully interesting as it provided a different perspective of Indian mythology, though personally I liked the first part more than the second part of the trilogy. I have not read much of fiction and normally the choice is to read non-fiction as that appears more stimulating to the mind. My friend Pankaj had suggested that Amish is a must read and I thought why not try  fiction this time again..strangely I have been reading more of fiction for last few months.

“Many Lives, Many Masters” is a book I will recommend to everyone who is a little spiritually inclined. The book takes one on the journey of past lives and opens a new face of looking at present life itself. Even though I was able to connect more to the book because I already know more that what Dr. Brian told , as well as the logic behind it all, ( Sorry for bragging, but I actually do :P), I feel it is a must read for all who want to know how present relationships are formed with people we stumble upon in our lives. The book loses a little bit of steam as it reaches its end but even then its an interesting read. It teaches something which is just worth it.. ”that death is not something to be frightened of, it is just a way to start another life, in another world.”