Treasure...!

“Life has been very kind overall...” I thought, as I got up this morning.

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I was blessed with best of friends, sweetest of children, warmest of people. I lived in the most magnificent country, enjoyed the company of Godly spiritual masters and saw amazing places.

And then I experienced of what is known as “moments of real love”… moments for which, I am ready to trade my entire life. Any day, any time.

Sometimes when I go to sleep I wonder if there is anything I wish to carry from here when I move to other world like my loved ones, then those are the only moments engraved in my memory which I would steal away. All else is very very ordinary.

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 Looking back, the times had been good and bad, right and wrong, happy and sad..but life in general was cool until I was left alone... people I could cry with, had crossed over, untimely.

Still I did not give up; I kept trying, failing sometimes and succeeding at other times. Only visible change after their departure was that I always wept alone... silently... in some isolated corner of mother earth. But deep down there were more changes, my excitement towards life was not the same anymore, and I was not the same.

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Then came she, and changed my world again… being totally unaware of her impact on my life. It was a short period, but beautiful, very beautiful.

Though it is a realm of silence between us now, could I thank her for all the moments she spent on me and tell her that I felt a tinge of the same magical moments... the moments I always wish to carry over…

Thank You..! Thank You for all your words... for all your thoughts... for all what I received!

It was wonderful with you!

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As I turn 38 today, these are the only moments which I have gained in my lifetime, my only treasure!

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I really do not know where I would end, but I now know where I want to begin..

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Thou, I repeat what I have always asked, one and only thing: “No matter whatever you give me, give me enough strength with it!”